I went down deep for I had no other choice. ‘down there’ I could’ve only trusted my heart, intuition & dreams, not ‘my brain’.

down there, I knew nothing due to few black spots in my memory due to epi. like not recognizing a person(s) you once knew..(extremely rare)

mind provoked by heart will, on its own eventually, follow its heart. and present clear memories full of trust.

sort of a miracle; as if in a dark night@sea a huge lighthouse is suddenly lit on, navigating me home.

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did you know that 4 squared equals 7 or that 7 squared equals 4?

its weird I know but I was told I don’t have to apologize.

what a relief 🙂