creativity as survival skill

I want to become a change I want to see in the world. Why not.

I never thought that creativity might save my life, or better, that it might present me with a new life. Didn’t have the confidence & strength.

It’s not easy. It’s tough. I still lack a proper network but I am getting there slowly. You can’t rush friendships.

I started a big project and counting on doing everthying by myself. I already got IT support from few people I know for just a quarter of year from mobile dev academy and I’m very thankful for that.

work in progress 2, 155 x 94 cm

The project merges traditional art and VR animation. Basic idea behind it is to open and enter the world of the paintings. Entering 3d world of material paintings, its finest idea opens itself to 3rd and 4th dimension; 3rd coz I’ll create paintings’ 3D world using 3d sw (blender, zbrush, ps, ue4..) and 4th coz the time passes through animation (e.g. controlled 1st view anim.).

Project’s working title is Puka mi je film: Transition / Transcendence. The motion paintings. This is first&foremost an art project. VR animation as a medium allows an insight into a painting, the painter’s personal voyage. I’ll create both worlds, the paintings and its 3d digital ‘scans’ – motion paintings. I took 1 year to finish it but who knows it might be less. A lot depends also on a good organization. I started to paint the paintings (on canvas, acrylic& oil) and doing modelling, textures, animation a bit later. At this stage I must have full hands on this project, the pdd is still wip.

There is much more to all this and I’m happy to write about it on Loveution. This is a fine start & keep you posted!

reminder

”Nebula”, oil on canvas, 100 x 80 cm

10s live simple.

Life of 10 has no home. It lacks supporting family and thus other connections. 10 had a fucked up life from the start and the passing years were all about the change; from a victim to a fighter, from a warrior to a pioneer.

10 has one, maybe two true friends and tons of acquaintances. 10 inspires others but more often it’s the one others are very envious about. 10 easily reveals human’s polarity: either it’s easiest to hate or easiest to love. 10 doesn’t care about other opinions or actions; it knows way upfront when it’ll be misjudged or misused. 10 knows how to be alone and is not afraid, alone turned into whole in one.

The 10s are 100%  self reliant and are free from cloned social etiquette. They continually evolve without disturbing the balance within oneself. 10s lose early their family ties, often not by their choice but the life set it that way long time ago. Social isolation for 10s is an inevitable, painful, reoccurring phenomena. After end of each ‘isolation’, 10s are reaching their full capacity and are bond to move upwards. Once the process has started it cannot be stopped.

It’s very rare that two 10s meet and fall in love. If it does happen, than it’s a natural phenomena.

(https://loveution.com/2015/06/24/10-as-10/)

ultra fairy tale as Mirjana Lučić – Baroni

Mirjana’s and my family became friends when they moved from Germany to Makarska. She was 3 and I was 7. Her older sister Ana and I were closest friends, classmates, neighbors and much more than that. She was a child prodigy, today she’s a woman prodigy. Miki inspires everyone who knows how it’s to fight so damn hard in life over and over, “the perseverance personified”. She proves that crazy sane will can get you anywhere. It’s not about the years, it’s about the attitude. ❤ Miki

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